There are so many people in my life at the moment that should just fuck off. I don't need it. All I'm getting is grief. I'm nearly 20 for fucks sake! Let me live my life please! I don't want to do shitty family shitty fucking stuff. I don't do touchy feely nonsense crap so don't try to butter me up that way unless you'd like to try digesting your own teeth! I'm not violent, really I'm not. But fuck me, I might just turn that way if things carry on the way they are. I don't need people telling me how I should live my life. I don't need people telling me how 'things should change'. I don't need people telling me my fucking attitude fucking stinks! I'm sure it fucking does, but if you don't like it, you can fuck off! Tell someone who gives a fucking crap!
I'm sorry. I am, but not to those who don't deserve an apology. And I don't usually swear this much. But for anyone who reads this, and thinks 'Hmm, is she talking about me?' Damn fucking right I am. You know who you are. If you're really not sure; find the fuck out. Then you'll realise just how fucking bad you made me feel, and the ones I love.
You're an arsehole, and guess what? You've lost one of the only people who really, and I mean really gave a fuck about you. So live with it.
12/01/2009
06/01/2009
2009. Same shit, different year.
This year started with a bang. No, really. Some little kid thumped an older guy, who then put him on the floor. The resulting scene was like one from a cartoon. You know the ones, where there's a big cloud and all you can see are fists and legs coming from it? That's the one.
Seriously though, I can't see this year going any better than last year. I'll make friends, I'll lose friends, I'll stay with my guy or I won't. Like I said, same shit, different year.
One thing that has changed is me. I feel different, I can't really explain it, nor can I prove it with an example. I don't feel more confident, I don't feel more happy. I just feel different. Not in a bad way, but not in a good way (told you I can't explain it). It's weird, but hey ho, maybe it's for the better. It has to be for the better.
Right?
Seriously though, I can't see this year going any better than last year. I'll make friends, I'll lose friends, I'll stay with my guy or I won't. Like I said, same shit, different year.
One thing that has changed is me. I feel different, I can't really explain it, nor can I prove it with an example. I don't feel more confident, I don't feel more happy. I just feel different. Not in a bad way, but not in a good way (told you I can't explain it). It's weird, but hey ho, maybe it's for the better. It has to be for the better.
Right?
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